I had to go into drug testing today. I couldn't even piss when I arrived, so I had to sit and drink water for about 20 minutes before I felt that special feeling. And even then it was a struggle, but I managed to succeed in the end. I'm actually a little frightened. Opiates are said to leave the body in 2 - 3 days, and I'm five days clean (the longest I've gone in about two months). I just wonder if my body decided to pull some crafty shit and not deplete itself of that foreign goddess. Shiiit. Life is strange. I think that society's gender roles for both males and females are the bane of relationships nationwide. The media is hypnotizing us. And making everyone purr with glee. Television rots more minds than drugs. We're all secret glamour queens.