What if I was alright? What if I wasn't wound so tight? What if I had the balls to be bad? Would you still look at me like that? Would you be mad that I had held the old me back? Why can't I be somebody else? Somebody who isn't too cool to believe it's okay to be just me Maybe I was too much Maybe I'll take it down a notch Maybe I'll have the guts to go mad Maybe I'll mess me up real bad Maybe I'll make you wish you had the old me back Why can't I be somebody else? Somebody who isn't too cool to believe it's okay to be just me What if I can't remember who I'm trying to be? Why can't I be somebody else? Somebody who isn't too cool to believe it's okay to be just me Just me... ~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm sorry I can't be fucking perfect... I don't blame you for hating me... I am a horrible person and deserve it all, right? that's what they always say, so why the hell should I not believe them... the one person in the world that I ever did anything for and ever wanted anything from betrayed, broke me heart, and left me to pick the pieces up alone... well u know what... *** U FUCKING SUCK!!! and u can rot in hell with all of your fucking friends too... I hope your happy, all of you... U wanted me to feel like scum, like I was worthless, and you right, I am and I admit it... HAPPY???? LIFE FUCKING SUCKS... britt