Ok look… I love my friends for defending me, but it’s my turn too take a stand and take care of myself… I kno that u don’t give a fucking rats ass about me and how I feel… so stop pretending… and stop acting like u don’t kno what u did too hurt me… u wanna kno something… I went too that dance partially b/c my friends made me, but a part of me was doing it in the hope that maybe, just maybe… u mite be there, and maybe it would make a difference… that maybe for once in my life I wouldn’t have felt like the worlds biggest loser for falling for someone and then for believing that maybe they would like me back… but once again… I was wrong… I was proven too be just a big of an idiot as I though I was… I understand, and I get it… u don’t like me… but don’t lie too me about… please… because that hurts more than anything… and I just wanna know… would one dance have killed you? Or would all of ur little g/f’s been mad about that? Because one dance just doesn’t seem like too much too ask… I gave everything up in hopes that u might have actually liked me… and I realize that I’m not perfect… I’m not beautiful… I’m not really all that smart… and I know that I’m not the nicest person in the world, but lying too me is just wrong… so get it throw ur head… don’t get pissed at my friends… or me… they are just standing up for me because they care about me… and I’m just telling u this because I think u deserve to hear my side of the story… I really liked u… I know my friends laughed at first… and u probably did too… but I did… and now I don’t feel so good about admitting it… because now I look like the biggest idiot in the world too both my friends and u… and I kno that ur laughing at me for it… and (I wouldn’t doubt if they were too)… I mean… stupid Brittany right… she’s crazy… why would anyone ever fall for her? Well… I don’t know why anyone would… but I was stupid, and I though that it might happen… how wrong I was… I’m sorry for my friends attacking u, their just doing what I asked… and I’m sorry for falling for u… I don’t normally listen too my heart, so I don’t kno why I did this time… and I see why I never do… because it does nothing but cause me pain… so this is too you… I’m sorry that I’m so horrible that u laugh at the thought of having any feelings for me… I’m sorry for being so stupid… and I’m sorry for dragging u into this… I promise… it’s over… everything … I promise… and I’m sorry -Brittany