[12:28] NCISchick08: Kevin [12:29] Gmr1000: tell me [12:29] NCISchick08: why should I? it's actaully kinda embarrased [12:29] NCISchick08: *embarassin [12:30] NCISchick08: too me [12:30] Gmr1000: why i am me ntohing you tell me shoudl embarres oyu i mean i have heard most of ti before and very little shocks me [12:31] NCISchick08: I kno. but it's embarrassing. [12:31] Gmr1000: what be it come on out with it [12:31] Gmr1000: com on just tell me [12:32] NCISchick08: ur not gonna like ... idk ... make a big deal about it? [12:32] Gmr1000: no i am not i nvr make a big deal of things at least not much stuff lol [12:32] NCISchick08: promise [12:33] Gmr1000: promise [12:33] NCISchick08: here's what I said to lane [12:34] Gmr1000: ok [12:35] NCISchick08: [12:33] NCISchick08: it was me, him, heather, seth, brandon, and daniel. and we were just hanging out. and like heather and seth were making out. and like Kevin and i were like dating or something because he was like holding my hand. and was like hugging me and shit. [12:34] NCISchick08: and I was actually enjoying it [12:35] NCISchick08: [12:34] NCISchick08: and when it ended I was like. WOW. that was ... cool ... I wish [12:36] Gmr1000: i am not freaked ou tby that [12:36] Gmr1000: and no big d [12:36] NCISchick08: yeh. but I am [12:37] NCISchick08: it's embarassing. because I like u. and yeh' [12:37] Gmr1000: why [12:38] NCISchick08: wut? [12:38] NCISchick08: why what? [12:39] NCISchick08: ...? [12:39] Gmr1000: don't be emmbarres [12:39] Gmr1000: es [12:39] Gmr1000: ed [12:40] NCISchick08: why not? [12:40] NCISchick08: I am [12:41] Gmr1000: why are you [12:42] NCISchick08: because. I know that never can ever happen. and knowing my luck it will come back [12:43] Gmr1000: ok i am srry i just don't date to much drama comes from it [12:45] NCISchick08: yeh. well. that surely doesn't help. and I kno. but yeh. I just hate that I feel like this knowing that it'll be a freezing day in hell before I have a chance [12:46] Gmr1000: no it isn't i am not liek heck you think you have it hard you should have known me at my old school i was the shyest guy ever [12:47] NCISchick08: I can't see that. but still. I just hate feeling like this. because I REALLY like u [12:48] Gmr1000: ok yeah you have no clue my biggest fear in the whoel world used ot be just talking to and hanging with girls i worried about everything i mean everything [12:48] NCISchick08: you shouldn't be. what? you really think I'm like that? ... @ least u have a chance. I'm fucking hopeless [12:49] Gmr1000: i was to [12:49] Gmr1000: things change i promise you that [12:50] NCISchick08: but u aren't [12:50] NCISchick08: and with my luck. things change for the worst. because this is the 3rd time I've fallen for my best-friend [12:50] Gmr1000: not anymore but i used to be os hopeless it wasn't funn y [12:52] NCISchick08: yeh. but I'll always be like this. [12:52] NCISchick08: and it fucking sux. because Heather is happy, and Julie is happy, and Shannon is happy ... and I have ... NOTHING [12:52] Gmr1000: i don't either [12:53] NCISchick08: and ... @ least it isn't as a big a deal for a guy as it is for a girl [12:55] NCISchick08: come see me @ lunch. i've gtg. be back during DS [12:55] NCISchick08: bye