the trip to NC was HEAVEN. I love that place. Always have, always will. I am determined to get into UNCW or ASU so I can live there and never come back. I swear. This place sucks major ass. *sigh* :::Spring Break::: -shopping -slept -yard work -hung-out w/ Mom -read -TV -music -Wildlife Journal :::how lovely::: Saturday: went to Buffy and Jimmy's. saw the family. hung-out. watched Emily Kate open her presents. went to Lowes'. got some flowers. went to AppleBee's and saw Kristen. ate. came home and did nothing. watched our movie. super cute. slept Sunday: went to the cemetary. came home. went to Kroger. saw the other side of the family. ate great food. talked for hours. threw the volleyball around. hung-out. they left and we hung-out. I did Wildlife Journal. watched TV. and then slept Monday: was kinda horrible. sucked. nothing much the report there. Tuesday (today): French was stupid. I failed the speaking part. idk anything. 3 out of 6. Baber is INSANE. yep. we've confirmed it. PE was ok, until she made us run. I'm still sick from it. *sigh*. Bio was extremely silent. I miss Kevin. *sigh* came home. slept. ate dinner. slept some more. watched NCIS. and updating stuff. will sleep in a few. **I'm pathetic. I've come to this conclusion. I'm worthless, good for nothing trash. And there isn't anyone in this world who could make me think otherwise. Well, yeh there is, but the chances of that happening are a billion to one.** MKEHBLJCS --> live for them. without a doubt. there certainly isn't one. So I'm off to sleep, b/c I feel like shit. Emotionally, mentally, and physically. today just drained everything out of me. *sigh* I wonder why you even let me live sometimes.