Listening to: Work
Feeling: sinful
so... yesterday was horrible... I hated it... I was all shitted out and junk... but yeh... it sucked... I was sick... and trembling... and I had a headache and I was exhausted and I was dizzy and crap... it was horrible...
well... now its worse... i think i was getting ready too have an asthma attack... i can't breathe... and my thraot and chest are on fire... i'm exhausted and i can barely swallow... it hurts soooooooooo bad...
and to add to that... i'm still all depressed and shit from yesterday... so yeh...
God i need Jesse... fuck... i feel like shit... UGH
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so... tonite...
4:30 - 5:30 study for my retard French class
5:30 - 6:30 work on extra credit for World 2
6:30 - 7:00 dinner
7:00 - 8:00 shower and stuff
8:00 - 9:00 CBS comedy
9:00 - 10:00 AIM and E*ring
10:00 - 11:00 CSI: NY
BED
"on a more personal level... it's over... YAY!!!!!!!!! at one point I am sad for him... but at others I am greatly and oddly satisfied to kno that a lesson has been learned... and I feel as though I have been blamed for a cause that had nothing too do with me... the things that I feel are none of his business and yet he tries and wrestle with my thoughts and say that they are... well... FUCK HIM! "
so was that not about him?