Listening to: Some Beach
Feeling: depressed
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[19:12] NCISchick08: yo
[19:13] detectivezim: hey
[19:13] NCISchick08: u watching CSI?
[19:14] NCISchick08: GREG!!!!!!
[19:14] detectivezim: yep
[19:14] NCISchick08: sorry... i'm just in love this man
[19:16] detectivezim: lo
[19:16] detectivezim: l
[19:16] NCISchick08: yep yep
[19:18] detectivezim: yahooooo
[19:18] detectivezim: sry felt like doing that
[19:18] detectivezim: coffee
[19:18] NCISchick08: lol
[19:18] NCISchick08: i can't find any of the answers for my World II homework
[19:21] NCISchick08: can u help me?
[19:34] detectivezim: hey
[19:34] detectivezim: gotta do dishes brb
[19:34] NCISchick08: kk
[20:11] NCISchick08: I'M GONNA KILL HIM!!!!!!!!
[20:12] detectivezim: why?!?
[20:13] NCISchick08: i imed him like 20 times and he never said a word too me and then he signed off
[20:13] detectivezim: wow... well maybe he was busy
[20:13] NCISchick08: but he could have said that
[20:13] detectivezim: does he have any reason to be weird around you?
[20:13] NCISchick08: no...
[20:14] NCISchick08: not that i can think of anyways
[20:16] detectivezim: oh... well he's probably like me
[20:17] NCISchick08: and that is?
[20:21] detectivezim: i sign on and then leave to make hamburgers like i'm about to do right now
[20:21] NCISchick08: lol
[20:22] detectivezim: yep.... brb
[20:23] NCISchick08: kk
[20:29] detectivezim: baq
[20:29] NCISchick08: kk
[20:29] NCISchick08: brb
[20:29] detectivezim: k
[20:30] NCISchick08: bak
[20:31] detectivezim: that was quik
[20:31] NCISchick08: lol
[20:31] NCISchick08: i got food
[20:32] detectivezim: yey... we're making burgers with mushrooms and onions
[20:32] NCISchick08: kk
[20:52] detectivezim: hahahaha...
[20:53] detectivezim: "who grissom? naw this is my girlfriend! [talks into phone] gotta go peanut.... yeah luv ya too bye"
[20:53] NCISchick08: lol...
[20:53] detectivezim: hahaha... classic
[21:07] NCISchick08: u watching CSI?
[21:08] detectivezim: when is our 9 weeks test in bio?
[21:08] detectivezim: yes
[21:08] detectivezim: when is our 9 weeks test in bio?
[21:08] NCISchick08: not sure...
[21:09] NCISchick08: IM Kevin and ask him? he's not talking too me
[21:09] detectivezim: it's not on monday is it?
[21:10] NCISchick08: no
[21:10] detectivezim: well then we should get together at your house on monday because we're going to maryland tomorrow
[21:11] NCISchick08: damn... why are u going too Maryland?
[21:13] detectivezim: to see people... my dad has friends down there and it's sooooo fun.... two of them are millionairs and they have really awsome houses... i swear it looks like heaven inside... all white marble and junk... it's amazing
[21:13] detectivezim: holy crap you should go!!!
[21:13] NCISchick08: kool
[21:13] detectivezim: you want to ?
[21:14] NCISchick08: i don't kno... how long are u gonna be gone? and where are we staying? and stuff
[21:14] detectivezim: lemme ask
[21:14] NCISchick08: kk... it's probably too short of a notice though because I think we're going out of town Sunday
[21:17] detectivezim: we are leaving at 5 PM tomorrow and we're getting home around 7 PM on saturday
[21:19] NCISchick08: oh... well... I'm not sure... i've got too make sure i don't have anything to do... my mom has too work and i was supposed to paint and maybe strip wallpaper...
[21:19] NCISchick08: OK... now I'm really pissed at him...
[21:19] detectivezim: who?
[21:20] NCISchick08: Kevin
[21:20] detectivezim: is he talking to you?
[21:20] NCISchick08: no... that's the problem
[21:21] detectivezim: he's talking to me.... well accually he just stopped
[21:21] NCISchick08: ask him why the hell he's pissed at me?
[21:23] detectivezim: k
[21:23] NCISchick08: thanx
[21:25] detectivezim: he talking to you yet?
[21:25] NCISchick08: no
[21:27] detectivezim: wtf?
[21:27] NCISchick08: yeh... well...
[21:30] detectivezim: hmmm...
[21:30] NCISchick08: yep yep... it's pissing me off
[21:32] detectivezim: hmmm....
[21:32] NCISchick08: yeh
[21:33] NCISchick08: i swaer if my parents weren't right next too me i'd cry
[21:34] detectivezim: awww..... i'm sorry.... he's ignoring me too
[21:34] NCISchick08: yeh
[21:34] NCISchick08: well...
[21:34] detectivezim: detectivezim: when is our 9 weeks test in bio
detectivezim: are you talking to britt?
Gmr1000: idon't know on the first on the second and no
detectivezim: why not? are you mad at her?
Gmr1000: no just can't really talk
detectivezim: your talking to me just fine
Gmr1000: right know
detectivezim: ok...
detectivezim: so your not mad at her??
Gmr1000: no
detectivezim: aare you sure b/c your not talking to her
[21:35] NCISchick08: oh well... i think he is
[21:36] detectivezim: yeah i don't know what his problem is
[21:36] NCISchick08: yeh
[21:36] NCISchick08: I LOVE GREG!!!!!! AWWWWWWWWWW he needs a hug
[21:37] detectivezim: anyway i decided that if i can't raise the money for costa rica i'm going to use it to pay for guitar lessons and then i'm going to join a band
[21:37] NCISchick08: sweet.... i'm asking for guita lessons for X-Mas
[21:38] detectivezim: lol.... nice... we can start a band... get you some black clothes... get you a wammy bar and BAM! you'll be a hit
[21:39] NCISchick08: lol
[21:42] NCISchick08: yeh... okay... he's definately got a problem with me
[21:42] detectivezim: we'll rock that school over... i've already written our first song "cath's ode to grissom"
[21:43] NCISchick08: lol
[21:45] NCISchick08: yeh... he just signed off without saying a word too me
[21:45] NCISchick08: now i am really going to fucking cry
[21:46] detectivezim: he said like 3 things to me... don't worry about it... there are better... nicer looking guys... who comb their hair
[21:47] NCISchick08: yeh well... unlike u... i'm not beautiful or funny or any of the things that guys want...
[21:48] detectivezim: yes you are... i consider you to be waaaay cooler than i am
[21:48] NCISchick08: thanx... but guys don't... trust me
[21:49] detectivezim: hmmm.... we'll find you someone
[21:49] NCISchick08: doubt it... that's what I said with Kevin and look at what happened there
[21:50] detectivezim: he's a jerk...
[21:50] NCISchick08: not all the time... but he is right now
[21:50] detectivezim: true...
[21:51] NCISchick08: so yeh... i'm just not lucky in that department... or in any department for that matter
[21:52] detectivezim: you will be some day and you;ll feel soooo awkward like i did with seth...
[21:52] NCISchick08: yeh well... at least u had a b/f... and a guy who liked you
[21:53] detectivezim: *sigh*
[21:53] NCISchick08:
[21:53] detectivezim: yeah that relationship lasted a long time
[21:53] NCISchick08: so... at least he likes u
[21:54] detectivezim: *sigh*
[21:54] detectivezim: kevin likes you
[21:54] NCISchick08: YEH RIGHT
[21:54] NCISchick08: that's REALLY FUNNY!!!!!!!!
[21:56] detectivezim: he told me at lunch... well not officially but i could tell
[21:57] NCISchick08: so what the fuck is his problem then?
[21:57] NCISchick08: when did he tell u?
[21:59] detectivezim: we had a convo about you at lunch... and he really sounded innocent
[21:59] NCISchick08: what did he say
[21:59] NCISchick08: ?
[21:59] NCISchick08: i wanna kno...
[22:00] detectivezim: he said he didn't want to go out with you because he didn't want to hurt you he said theat when something went wrong he didn't want to break up with you because then you guys could never be friends like you are now again.... kinda like with me and seth
[22:01] NCISchick08: and like what he's doing too me now isn't hurting me?
[22:03] detectivezim: yeah thats what i told him... but he held his ground...
[22:03] NCISchick08: that just pisses me off... he says that he likes me... and then he doesn't act like it... and then when I stopped hanging around him he gets all sweet and stuff too me... and then today... he was just all weird around me in 7th...
[22:04] detectivezim: like what kind of weird?
[22:04] NCISchick08: and then when i told him that i was talking to brett he reached over and shut my computer down so that Meebo wouldn't work
[22:05] NCISchick08: he was just all shut-off and awkward around me.. like when we were on Meebo during 5th period he was all sweet too me and shit... and then I come to 7th period and when we were working on our projects he kept leaving too be with Brittany and Amanda and Tasha... and was just acting all strange... like he didn't want to be around me or something
[22:05] detectivezim: that was mean...
[22:06] NCISchick08: yeh... I was sitting there and remember how I jumped up and down when he said that it was him?
[22:07] detectivezim: wait... i got the first message but i don't understand what the second one has to do with it
[22:07] NCISchick08: well Kevin was like "What's so exciting?" and I said that I was talking too Brett... well then he walked away so i tickled him too make him come back and then Brandon shut his computer off so he reaches over and is like "I'm gonna shut your computer down." and I pratically screamed NO at him and then he did it... that's why i was soooo fucking mad...
[22:08] NCISchick08: what do u mean? which one doesn't make sense?
[22:09] detectivezim: oh the second one but you just explained it so nevermins
[22:09] NCISchick08: oh ok
[22:09] detectivezim: anyway did you ask about tomorrow?
[22:09] NCISchick08: i don't think i can... because i won't be home until like 5ish or 6ish tomorrow
[22:11] NCISchick08: but yeh... so now I'm really mad... i'm gonna have a nice good cry tonite
[22:12] detectivezim: but you'll only be a couple hours late... c'mon....
[22:13] detectivezim:
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[22:13] detectivezim:
[22:13] detectivezim:
[22:13] detectivezim:
[22:13] NCISchick08: i don't kno... i think i need to just spend the weekend alone... i need to reevulate my life and where the fuck it's going... because right now it's looking pretty darn pathetic and I really don't want too end up like i did last year
[22:15] detectivezim: so come with me and we'll raid the rich people's liquer cabinet.... pleeeeeease?
[22:16] NCISchick08: oh yeh... like alchohol is how i should be solving my problems right npw
[22:16] NCISchick08: *now
[22:16] detectivezim: i was kidding... besides, ice cream and coffee are so much better
[22:17] detectivezim: or coffee flavored ice cream...
[22:18] NCISchick08: yeh well... i have that here... i don't kno... i just don't feel very well emitionally right now... sorr
[22:18] NCISchick08: *sorry
[22:19] detectivezim: and you think sitting at home with all those memories is going to make you better? you should go to a new place with new people and be my partner in crime
[22:19] NCISchick08: yeh well... i feel safe at home...
[22:20] detectivezim: ok.... but you'll be missing out on a really fun time...
[22:20] NCISchick08: i kno... i'm sorry... i really wish i felt like going... i just don't have any energy left after all of this
[22:22] detectivezim: ok....
[22:22] detectivezim:
[22:22] NCISchick08: it's just too much too handle again... i get depressed too easily
[22:22] detectivezim: i'm going to bed...
[22:23] detectivezim: seriously though... i spent one day over there and went from being depressed to being really happy... and we aren't going to be there that long
[22:24] NCISchick08: I'm sorry... if this weren't going on... with the added pressure too make my French grade a C in two weeks... then I would... but I have soooo much too do unless i want too die... I really am sorry... u don't know how many times I'm gonna try and apologize... besides if I went with u then i would weigh u down... i would just be depressed and u would be trying to have a good time... it takes a lot too cheer me up... I'm really sorry...
[22:24] NCISchick08: I hope u sleep better then me tonite...
[22:25] detectivezim: ok...but if you change your mind tell me...
[22:25] detectivezim: it'll be a riot i swear
[22:26] detectivezim: nite
[22:26] NCISchick08: lol... i'll let u kno... i was thinking about going to my grandmothers on Saturday and just hanging out with her... since i haven't seen her in a while... she always makes me feel better... but i will let ya kno
[22:26] NCISchick08: nite...
[22:26] NCISchick08: thanx
[22:26] NCISchick08: I'll see ya tomorrow
sugar daddy ha
Maybe he's finally realizing that he will and he thinks that liking you will hurt him or something.
That or he's just being kevin.
I'll ask him... and play mind games.
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just click homecoming
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