I guess in light of recent it could explain why that song is stuck in my ehad when I haven't listened to it in like four weeks because of its significance. anyways... yesterday sucked. I feel like crap! I really and truely don't understand why things have to be this way. it doesn't make any sense. I guess its just my luck. that life would be so fucked up like this now of all the times. *sigh* I really and truely have never had any desire as strong as this to kill myself. *sigh* I hate life