NCISchick08: urgh!!!!!!!!! Gmr1000: wat NCISchick08: why must you guys make things so fucking difficult NCISchick08: and not just you ... all guys Gmr1000: wat i do and why is it us NCISchick08: you ... well ... that's something I'm not gonna go into NCISchick08: but idk ... why is that all you guys want is to get in a girls pants? or most of you anyways Gmr1000: is this about seth NCISchick08: maybe NCISchick08: and other guys NCISchick08: like most of the guys that I know Gmr1000: i mean it is in our brains i mean it is what evry male on a animal level is supposed to do continue the species an di mean i am not someon ewho just wants to get into ppls pants btu i won't deny the fact i liek sex NCISchick08: well. see. that's all you pigheaded guys want ... u could give a shit less about anything on this planet and that is why all guys should be banished Gmr1000: umm on esmall problem you do that humanity as a whole ends which means in 3 generations the world would basically end for human kind NCISchick08: well yeh Gmr1000: and second of all the reason i haven't dated anyoen is cause they is a very good reason no one knows NCISchick08: but we could always just do the whole frozen sperm thing. lol. which would end eventually I know. but still NCISchick08: and why the hell is that? Gmr1000: cause the thing i want i can't have but i am not willing to give up on it quite so fast NCISchick08: ok then Gmr1000: i knwo to you that means nothing NCISchick08: I can only imagine Gmr1000: what you think it means NCISchick08: idk. in my opinion. u all suck and all you do is cause trouble. NCISchick08: u want what every guy wanyts Gmr1000: no actually not what i want Gmr1000: i want the exact opposite Gmr1000: I want just one person to fall in love with and stay with the problem is what i want i can't have cause it is more involved than that NCISchick08: oh NCISchick08: well. u mite just be turning into a romantic Kevin Rielley Gmr1000: you don't me i have been that person for ever just no one knows Gmr1000: i mean i write poetry except it is very dark i mean i am not what you think i am at all NCISchick08: hey. that's how I am Gmr1000: no you don't know me only a few ppl do well oen actually at hermitage does btu that is something i am not goign into NCISchick08: hey. I understand. u may not think that ... but I can see what ur going @ Gmr1000: what am i agoing at NCISchick08: I mean. the whole no one understands you thing NCISchick08: there is only one person who really knows me @ all NCISchick08: and she lives 4 hours away NCISchick08: well ... 2 NCISchick08: the other lives in Illinios and I only get to talk to her once a week Gmr1000: o ok i mean i am not what nayone think s i am i mean everyoen thinks i am the cool pimpin guy that is me at school so not that if you only new me liek 3 -4 years ago you would laugh at my ass so much NCISchick08: and why is that? Gmr1000: i am not gona talk about it and just what i want and with who i want it i can nvr have it ever i mean it is just that far away NCISchick08: ok then. if u say so NCISchick08: but you'd be amazed Gmr1000: with what can you guess what i want NCISchick08: there are so many things. idk. after all the shit I've been thru with guys ... I tend to think that all guys want is sex. so idk. u tell me Gmr1000: what i want is the one person who has my heart and knows it but i can't have her NCISchick08: oh NCISchick08: and that would be?? Gmr1000: a true relationship NCISchick08: no I mean. who NCISchick08: ? Gmr1000: who do yuo think NCISchick08: I wanna say Lydia ... am I right? Gmr1000: yes but keep it to yourself NCISchick08: I will NCISchick08: I promise NCISchick08: I figured as much NCISchick08: but yeh Gmr1000: why you figure as much but you knwo why i can't ever have what i want NCISchick08: just because you two are ALWAYS together NCISchick08: and I'm pretty good @ picking those things up NCISchick08: No. I'm the one who can't ever have what I wany NCISchick08: *wany NCISchick08: *want Gmr1000: no why can't have what i want i mean me and lydia yeah right i mean we are just best freinds NCISchick08: yeh. well. ha ... that's the same thing that has happened to me three time NCISchick08: *times Gmr1000: with who NCISchick08: 2 w/ Brett Gmr1000: i see ok NCISchick08: yeh. NCISchick08: well. and yeh ... not going into the other one NCISchick08: but yeh. I'm sure if you actually told her then u mite get somewhere Gmr1000: she knows NCISchick08: oh Gmr1000: and when i tried to make a move just past friend she didn't really talk to me for a month so now i jsut lat it be where it is NCISchick08: oh NCISchick08: well. as hard as it is for me to say this ... good luck Gmr1000: no what i would need is a gad damn mircalce Gmr1000: god NCISchick08: yeh well NCISchick08: u can have the one miracle I'm alowed to have Gmr1000: no you go ahead everyone only gets one i have already had mine used though so o well Gmr1000: i ahve had 6 so i ahve been lucky NCISchick08: yeh. well mine has been shot to hell in the matter of an hour NCISchick08: so u can have it NCISchick08: won't do me much good Gmr1000: naw keep it i mean keep it Gmr1000: i have had 6 my dad has lived through 6 heart attacks those are my six btu i am worried i don't have naymore NCISchick08: then have mine Gmr1000: no NCISchick08: well it's not gonna do me any good NCISchick08: I've given up NCISchick08: on everything Gmr1000: you nvr know NCISchick08: well I figure I'm about as hopeless as it gets Gmr1000: you really arn't NCISchick08: yeh. well today of all days has taught me that Gmr1000: why NCISchick08: because it just has. life and love and all that shit, fuck it all. I don't have the energy to go thru with anything anymore NCISchick08: I mean. u'd be amazed how fast ur whole day can get ruined' NCISchick08: idk NCISchick08: I'm just tired of having my heart broken and being betrayed NCISchick08: but yeh. I'm exhausted. and in tears. so I'm going to bed and I guess I'll you tomorrow NCISchick08: Happy Valentine's Day NCISchick08: later