so... today... has... been... boring slow stupid heartbreaking LONG tiring ~~~~~~ French: took notes and did a class participation activity... I actually got a 100 today for class participation!!! YAY!!!! Geometry: took a quiz which I failed... took notes... that's was all PE: NOTTA Lunch: FUNNY!!!! but I hate Chelsea sooooooooooo fucking much... what she said about Casey's ring was just rude... DS: boring... I hate Bio with a passion... mostly the teacher, but also a certain someone that's in that class... ~~~~~~~~~ on a more personal level... it's over... YAY!!!!!!!!! at one point I am sad for him... but at others I am greatly and oddly satisfied to kno that a lesson has been learned... and I feel as though I have been blamed for a cause that had nothing too do with me... the things that I feel are none of his business and yet he tries and wrestle with my thoughts and say that they are... well... FUCK HIM! and... Shannon was trying too hook us up... he said No... his excuse... he sees me a really good friend and doesn't want too ruin our friendship and yet he treats me like shit... wtf? kind of friend is that? I'm pissed beyond belief... not just at him, but me... because I fell for him when I knew that I didn't have a shot... my heart is broken... and I'm feeling really depressed and broken inside... like I'm just not capable of feeling anything happy... or good... I just feel so used and like I don't really mean anything too him or anyone... which I know that I don't mean anything too him... but still... stupid me for falling when I couldn't be caught... ~~~~~~~~~~ and feeling a little suicidal and homicidal.. fuck...