I don't know what to think, or what to do. this is one of those days when I would kill to be able to talk to Jake. I swear. AGG! so yeh. I'm so lost and it scares me. b/c no matter what I say, or come with it's gonna do nothing but get me hurt. and I can't stand it. Why can't things ever be easy for me? Why do I have to be the one who gets the bad end of these things? *sigh* I just wish someone knew what to do. I need to talk to Mrs. Biehl and now. w/out anyone else around. and the next time I have that chance is Wednesday. and she's never in there until like 5 minutes b4 the bell. and I can't talk to her in homeroom b/c unamed people are in that class that I have no desire to share such information with. *sigh*. this sucks