i swear to GOD if i don't get out of this class I'm going to fucking cry... and this class next door is loud... just when i thought that my life was going good and was heading a positive direction i get screwed over... AGAIN... I just want to know why the hell GOD has to fuck-up my life so much and make me such a loser... and so fucking lost... UGH!!! No one dies a virgin, because in life you always get fucked! I HATE IT... FUCK LOVE, LIFE, AND ALL YOU STUPID PEOPLE WHO THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY WHEN I FELL FOR IT... I HAVE TO FUCKING PEE... I FEEL LIKE I'M EITHER GOING TO THROW-UP OR CRY... PROBABLY BOTH IF I DON'T GET OUT OF THIS HELL HOLE SOON god... what the fuck was i thinking when i told lane that i wouldn't... i swore... FUCK update... i'm shaking... I can't decide whether i want to throw up, cry, scream, hit someone, hurt myself, or run out of the class and use the bathroom, despite the consequences of either...