MT n NY06: hey detectivezim: hey MT n NY06: sup? detectivezim: my wallet is missing, along with my lerners and library card. MT n NY06: uh o detectivezim: i bet if i cleaned my room i'd find it MT n NY06: lol MT n NY06: are u going to the college fair tomorrow nite? detectivezim: i didn't know about it MT n NY06: oh. if you wanna come you mite be able to tag along with me detectivezim: what is it? MT n NY06: its a thing where a bunch of colleges get together and they hand out info and you can talk to them and stuff MT n NY06: its supposed to be really informational detectivezim: where? MT n NY06: @ Freeman detectivezim: what time? MT n NY06: 6:30-8:00 detectivezim: nope. dad said he needs more than 24 hours notice MT n NY06: wtF? MT n NY06: its for skool. detectivezim: i know. i told him 3 times detectivezim: he doesn't give a shit about my feelings, or my school, or anything else that has to do with me, as long as i get his shit done MT n NY06: ah detectivezim: anyways.... i'm going to go to bed before my hair falls out detectivezim: nite MT n NY06: no..' detectivezim: ? MT n NY06: sorry. you just never talk anymore detectivezim: yeah i know. i get home and i have to work until almost bed time, and then i'm rushing to finish my homework so that i can get in bed at 9 MT n NY06: 185. Heathers dad wanted to buy a Filipino, but he died, so now he cant have her. detectivezim: lmao MT n NY06: what are you working on? MT n NY06: i'm helping Stacey with her 100things detectivezim: lol MT n NY06: haha. kevin is mentioned a lot :-( MT n NY06: and then there are the most random ones MT n NY06: 197. I once put my little brother in a trashcan. detectivezim: ashley: mom... i'm just going to drop out of school. dad: you can't do that. they'll take you away from your mother until you're 18. me:what does she want to do? ashley:drop out of school... me: dad... can i drop out of school? long pause....... diana: that's not nice!! MT n NY06: oh. you should come live with me :-D MT n NY06: its very boring here detectivezim: lol it would be great if they took me away from my dad. MT n NY06: nah. b/c then you could get shipped off to like Texas MT n NY06: and that wouldn't be cool MT n NY06: 236. I tend to talk about him too much. (haha. if only he knew) detectivezim: no i'd kill my dad and just live with dustin and diana and ashley detectivezim: and then i'd get to burn all the stupid furnature that dad wants to keep MT n NY06: lol MT n NY06: if you kill him you could go to jail :-( MT n NY06: hello MT n NY06: ? detectivezim: sorry i was putting some stuff in the washer while PMSing MT n NY06: lol detectivezim: not a good match when the towels are all tangled up MT n NY06: lol MT n NY06: you could be like me. sitting here waiting for Kev to get on-line even though i know he won't talk to me detectivezim: you need to find yourself someone else to have a crush on. detectivezim: that boy is nothing but trouble MT n NY06: yeh MT n NY06: you try telling that to my heart MT n NY06: trust me. that was the whole point of this whole thing. to get over him. but he won't even acknowledge that things are different. *sigh* I just wanna be able to talk to him like I used to detectivezim: yeah... MT n NY06: its stupid trust me MT n NY06: its not like I don't feel bad about it enough as it is MT n NY06: but I can't just make my heart stop feeling this way. @ least not when I can't even have him as my friend detectivezim: if that was happening to me, i wouldn't like him at all if he wouldn't even acknowledge my existance MT n NY06: trust me. i'm trying MT n NY06: but its not that easy detectivezim: i know. MT n NY06: *sigh* MT n NY06: I just my friends back. MT n NY06: *want MT n NY06: espicially him. its breaking my heart even more to know that he can't even stand to talk to me alone, let alone be my friend MT n NY06: or God forbid, care about me in anyway detectivezim: i don't know why he does that. because last year he cared when you didn't talk to him. idk. we need to find you another guy. really. detectivezim: think of one, and focus on him for a while. sooner or later, kevin will mean nothing MT n NY06: i don't know if its that he doesn't care that i don't talk to him if he doesn't wanna show it. he was like that last year. every time I would ignore him he would act all cool and suave and then when we were alone he would be all "touchy, feeling" (not in that way) MT n NY06: umm. lets see... that's what ... Jesse, Sean, Daniel (for the time b4 I knew he was a stoner), Sean again, Michael (my friend from when I was younger), Jesse, the other Daniel, Sean, Jesse, Jesse, umm... Jesse were all for MT n NY06: and none of those got me anywhere detectivezim: ok MT n NY06: what? detectivezim: wrong window MT n NY06: oh detectivezim: but yeah... i know. keep trying MT n NY06: i am MT n NY06: trust me MT n NY06: it just hurts that he doesn't even seem to care. he's to busy trying to impress you and Julie and whatnot detectivezim: impress us? ha detectivezim: what could he possibly do detectivezim: don't worry about it so much. all of this will blow over eventually. MT n NY06: doubt it MT n NY06: i'll never have a chance with anyone. so its not like getting over him will ever do me any good except to stop having a reason to love detectivezim: i really don't know what to tell you. but i'm really really hoping that you can stop hurting because of him detectivezim: i've got to go to bed. MT n NY06: yeh. sure. k detectivezim: sorry. detectivezim: nite MT n NY06: nite detectivezim is away at 10:25:49 PM.