[21:19] NCISchick08: hi... i'm here [21:20] detectivezim: yo [21:20] NCISchick08: hi... i wrote u back [21:20] detectivezim: kk [21:20] NCISchick08: yeh [21:23] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:25] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:25] detectivezim: ok that'll work [21:25] NCISchick08: huh? [21:25] detectivezim: you going to the tail gate party [21:26] detectivezim: wow dustin has been gone for a long time [21:26] NCISchick08: oh ok... kool [21:26] detectivezim: mmmhhmm.. [21:26] detectivezim: [21:27] NCISchick08: ok... [21:27] detectivezim: i'm sorry.... [21:28] NCISchick08: for what? [21:28] NCISchick08: u didn't do anything... at least u tried... that's more than I can say for anyone else I know [21:29] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:30] detectivezim: ok [21:30] NCISchick08: ... [21:30] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:31] detectivezim: i'm still sorry. i swear the entire time you were gone to the bathroom in 4th i was begging him to ask you.... but he's proven himself to be mean [21:31] NCISchick08: lol... yeh well... that's my luck... well, lack of luck anyways... but thanx anyways [21:33] detectivezim: no prob... i still didn't help though. [21:33] NCISchick08: but u tried... that's all that I care about... u did more than anyone else i've ever known has [21:34] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:34] detectivezim: i felt like i owed you after that thing on monday or tuesday [21:35] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:36] NCISchick08: what thing? and u didn't owe me anything... don't worry about it... nothing that a good nights cry and the repeat button on my Good Charlotte and Tonic CDs won't make a tad bit better [21:37] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:37] detectivezim: [21:37] detectivezim: well homecoming isn't for 2 days... so don't worry [21:37] detectivezim: you still have a chance for him to ask you [21:38] NCISchick08: yeh right... with my luck... that's funny... [21:38] NCISchick08: at least u made me laugh with that statement [21:39] NCISchick08: and if he does ask me, it's only going to because u and Lesley kept pestering him into it... not because he wanted too [21:39] detectivezim: no... he really was stubborn... but he acted like he really likes you but he has to choose between you and lesley [21:40] NCISchick08: yeh... and like that'll be hard... between me and Lesley... I would pick Lesley [21:41] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:41] detectivezim: ewwwww..... no offense to her but, ewwww.... just ew [21:42] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:45] NCISchick08: well ... i would say her ... i got nothing to offer ... i mean ... come on Heather ... my favorite past time is writing retarded stories for TV shows ... i've never had a b/f ... and i know every word to practically every Beach Boys, Tonic, and 3 Doors Down song ever written ... i don't hang-out with my friends more than once a month ... my 40 something year old aunt is my best-friend ... and I rather spend the weekend with my family then at the mall ... i'm nothing special ... so he knows what he's doing [21:45] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:47] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:47] detectivezim: you know... some of that stuff is cool to me.... and your pretty cool to your friends.... i mean... i can't even go shopping with out you.... [21:48] NCISchick08: yeh... well... trust me... guys are different... those things are retarded... [21:48] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:50] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:50] detectivezim: yeah i know... aren't they all [21:50] detectivezim: do you like my sitdiary now with :rock and roll aint noise pollution" or do you think i should put something else [21:50] detectivezim: ? [21:51] NCISchick08: thats' kool there... [21:52] NCISchick08: read my newest entry... it's kinda long, but its how i feel [21:52] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:52] detectivezim: ok [21:52] NCISchick08: .... yeh [21:53] detectivezim: why in the world did we only get one pic of us together at the camp site??? [21:53] NCISchick08: lol... i don't kno [21:54] detectivezim: arrrgh... we need more pics!!! homecoming would be perfect [21:54] NCISchick08: yep yep [21:54] NCISchick08: we definately will get plenty then and at the game and tailgating party [21:55] detectivezim: oh yeah... lol... that's gonna be fun [21:55] NCISchick08: yeh [21:55] detectivezim: lol [21:55] NCISchick08: [21:57] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [21:57] detectivezim: ? [21:58] NCISchick08: wut? [21:58] detectivezim: idk y your upset [21:58] detectivezim: well i do [21:58] NCISchick08: because I'm reading this thing and it's all too true [21:59] NCISchick08: i've been the girl in almost every single on of the situtions in this tribute... [21:59] detectivezim: oh... hey how do i save an icon to my comp? [21:59] NCISchick08: right click and hit save ass [21:59] NCISchick08: *as [22:00] NCISchick08: yeh... and I'm listening to this Good Charlotte song that always makes me cry [22:00] detectivezim: which one? [22:00] detectivezim: yeah like my icon? [22:00] NCISchick08: Hold On [22:01] NCISchick08: the lyrics are on the entry before the one with the tribute on it [22:01] NCISchick08: can't see it... but I'm pretty sure that it's awsome [22:02] detectivezim: ok [22:02] NCISchick08: So don't say you're on the lookout for nice girls, guys, when you pass us up on every step you take. Sometimes we go undercover; sometimes we go in disguise: sometimes when that girl in the low cut shirt or the too tight miniskirt won't answer your catcalls, sometimes you're looking at a nice girl in whore's clothing - - we might say we like the attention, we might blush and giggle and turn back to our friends, but we're all thinking the same thing: "This isn't me. Tomorrow morning, I'll be wearing a teeshirt and flannel shorts, I'll have slept alone and I'll be making my hungover best friend breakfast. See through the disguise. See me." You never do. Why? Because you only see the exterior, you only see the slutty girl who welcomes those advances. You don't want the nice girl.. so don't say you're looking for a relationship: relationships take time and energy and intent, three things we're willing to extend - - but in return, we're looking for compassion and loyalty and trust, three things you never seem willing to express. Maybe nice guys finish last, but in the race they're running they're chasing after the whores and the sluts and the easy-targets... the nice girls are waiting at the finish line with water and towels and a congradulatory hug (and yes, if she's a nice girl and she likes you, the sweatiness probably won't matter), hoping against hope that maybe you'll realize that they're the ones that you want at the end of that silly race. [22:03] detectivezim: nice [22:04] NCISchick08: yeh... [22:04] NCISchick08: that's always me... [22:04] NCISchick08: and now it's the worst song of them all "Say Anything" ... and the tears are coming ... [22:05] detectivezim: awww... put on some friggin AC DC [22:05] NCISchick08: i don't wanna ... i wanna fucking cry ... and just crawl in a hole and die ... i don't want happy music ... i don't deserve happy music [22:07] detectivezim: yeah ya do [22:07] detectivezim: http://pics.greatestjournal.com/userpic/6220830/380535 [22:08] detectivezim: ha ha ha funny [22:08] detectivezim: i should put that on sitdiary [22:09] NCISchick08: no i don't ... i've gtg ... my dad is gonna come down here and yell if i don't go to bed ... [22:09] detectivezim: yeah mine too [22:10] NCISchick08: i guess i'll see ya tomorrow morning ... i'm gonna go have a good cry and hope that i get some sleep [22:11] detectivezim: [22:11] detectivezim: think of evil futons and going camping and worrying about nick [22:11] Meebo Message: detectivezim is now online [22:11] detectivezim: ok nite [22:11] NCISchick08: nite [22:12] detectivezim: