ok so apparently im doing nuthing today. how fun! hehe i havent even showered yet and its like 2pm. lol. where is every one!? sum times i feel that maybe they feel bad for me and thats why their my friends. eh...whatever. maybe ill work on sum stuff today. cuz apparently no one at this site likes me. ugh! im such a loser. cuz if i wasnt i thin k id probably be out with my friends right now than spending...what...3 hours online doing shit like this? idk. im listening to rancid right now. they calm me down each and every day. just need a mikes hard lemonade right now and ill be fine. whatever. i think im gonna stop now cuz no ones gonna see this.