how come the one guy i actually like based on personality is taken? its really not fair i remember last summer he told me directly that there would be nuthing between us ever. he wont even give me a goddam chance...ugh! and he always flirts making it seem like he likes me but yet he's got a girlfriend. all my friends tell me he's not worth my time that he doesnt deserve me but they dont understand how much i like him. i just cant forget about him cuz theres sumthing about him that makes me stay. i mean this realtionship may hurt but im willing to take the pain. sometimes i feel like maybe im just a joke being here. being tempted with the things ill never have. sometimes i question why im even still here.