yeah i honestly didnt want to go to prom...first of all its cuz u need a date...yeah...good luck getting one for me...gah...but i asked my friend ben and he told me that if i asked around and no one coulld go he would see what he could do... so yeah im really hoping he will go...cuz that would be pretty cool...and then while i was talking to him he made me realize how low i feel about myself...i mean its come to a point where im actually scared to look in the mirror cuz i dont like what i see...oh man...so anyways about the prom...my friend rhiannon (b4 i asked ben) was like yeah ur going...and i told her that i was serious about not going and then she told me i should ask ben to go...and thats when consideration came...cuz i doubt i'll ever be asked out..or even asked to dances...augh! im gonna stop now b4 i get too depressed