yeah i dont understand this at all! rhiannon and laura went out last nite to dinner with ben and idk i guess im kinda pissed about it. i dont understand this. im supposed to be over him! and i think im depressed more cuz im sick of being a loser in school. no one nos who i am. im just so goddamned tired of this. ive been a loser like all my life! im tired of being a no body. ugh! and ive got this weird feeling that my friends really dont like me. yeah to quote Linkin Park "Paranoias all i got left"