damn...i hate this...sitting her for a third day in a row..havent seen or talked to any one...outside the internet of couse....but i feel so alone both ways..ive been thinking alot over the past 3 days...sumtimes i wonder if the friends i have now...are really my friends? u no what i mean? like would ur friends constantly yell at you for saying sumthin that u believe in? would ur friends ever call you? whatever...im jsut tired...i think this whole thing was brought on by pms lol...yeah pms screws up everything... believe me...i think the drs should do sumthing about that cuz now that i think about it...ive got wicked bad pms...and i want to apologize to everyone who ive lashed out on...yes it is that time of month! lol