my heart is full of hate hating the things i used to love the fear of being alone alone for the rest of my life the fear of losing my friends darkens my heart the anger takes over feeling like a joke in society being teased with things i'll never have the sadness mixes with the anger happiness completely gone and will never be felt again everyday wishing for death dissappointment everytime i wake up how i wish i was gone life is not worth this pain i am tired of people giving me orders i am tired of people telling me who to be friends with my dreams are haunted by my greatests fears its hard to sleep knowing these dreams will return i want to be happy i want to be with my friends the one thing i want the most i dont ever want to be alone