yeah everything seemed to be going good for awhile but now its come crashing down. well...first of all ben is pissed at me (im over him now, officially!)cuz apparently he thinks that im making all my friends talk to him and tell him how a bad guy he is and shit like that. i dont no what to do now... cuz now i was informed that he wants to die. and i dont want that (as a friend) and apparently he's upset with me cuz i was "obsessed with him" yeah well i dont want to lose the friendship but that seems to be the way its going. im eeven having trouble typeing cuz im on the verge of tears right now. i wish this whole thing was just a dream and that i'll wake up with none of these problem. honestly i think i should be the one that should be dead. whats the point? all i ever do is screw things up.