yeah just got home from my first day of work...it was alright besides the fact i made a few mistakes cashiering...but i dont wanna get into it...it feels good to be in work now... so today at lunch we had this conversation that brought me back to the days of elementry and then 9th grade...god it depressed me cuz in 6th grade i was told sum guy liked me...and i was so excited cuz i never had any one like me b4...but then later found out it was a lie...then 9th grade the same thing happened and i was devastated..what is wrong with me? maybe i really dont belong here..maybe im gonna end up as those little old ladies living with thousands of cats all alone...ugh! i should just kill myself now!