yeah so i looked at this picture that my teacher took of our little group at the semi...i looked at me...jesus i felt sick..i was soooo ugly!! ive realized it b4 but..idk...people were coming up to me and was like "u look pretty" lies lies lies... why why why?? honestly i think people just say that to make me feel better....yeah and another thing...i just realized how much i dont wanna go to prom but people r gonna make me go...but the sad thing is that like all my friends r probably gonna be asked to go...thats never happened to me and i dont think it wil ever happen. so i can just dream on right? i look back at my junior high thinking about wha my high school boyfriend would be like....well that was just a joke...cuz yeah junior in highschool and still a virgin! gah!! i think i better stop now