Listening to: New Found Glory "Black and Blue"
Feeling: dead
I am left here alone
the one thing i feared the most
im sick of this lonliness
the darkness around me
becomes bigger
i panic knowing i cant get out
no one understands
what this lonliness, this emptiness feels
it hurts at times
makes me feel nonexistant
i want to leave
leave this place
full of dark and hatred things
but i cant
something is keeping me in here
i don't know exactly
i feel the darkness come closer
i'm past the point of no return
No one can help me now
even if i could
i feel as if my friends would
abandon me
leaving me to die in this darkness
i had once feared
the darkness i am getting used to
its making me feel safe
safer than i'd be in the 'real world'
i'm not weak
its making me strong
i think i'll stay here
a while longer
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