i thought i was done...done with thinking about death...i dont think ive ever actually wanted to die as badly as b4...my doctor found my cuts...but anyways...yeah yesterday as i sat on my old jr high bleechers all the good old memories came back to me of my jr high days god i luved that place...the high school became helll...new people new emotions...u dont ever want to screw with sum 1s emotions...but its too late for me...many of my friends already have and now im a mess...whats the point any more...im not going to college im already suffering from money problems...i think the only think ill miss is my jr high days when i was actually happy...