fuck! i dont no if i can get over ben even tho i found sum other guy who my friend has told me is interested in me. goddammit! im reading bens profile and theres this song on it by god nos who and all i see when i read it is him and his 'gf' sitting there on the goddamned couch making out and shit like that. i cant take this any more and i bet every one is sick of me complaining and shit like that. hey guys ill understand if u dont wanna hang out with me any more ill understand. i just wanna apologize to everyone.