yeah well every thing is all better. no more worrying about losing certain friends and stuff. im actually happy now. well last nite i went to my friends play hello dolly. it was alright but it was wicked funny when this 'waiter' was doing this flip and he fell. it was actually the stage crewss fault because they forgot to take sumthing off the floor so the kid slipped on it. i new rightaway it wasnt part of the act but everyone else apparently did. but yeah i think i found the perfect guy.... no not ben any more...im over him now! but this guy Ian we have so much in common its wicked awesome! this hasnt ever happened to me. im much happier than b4! too bad he lives far away from me.