Listening to: Story of the Year "Until The Day I die"
Feeling: alone
this hatred is too unbearable i can hardly breath.
but i can bleed and i can cry for you.
and yet, i can never let you go.
this love once felt so beautiful, so uplifting, so right.
my confusion is eating away and now im left with nothing.
you're my love, you're my hate
you created my troubles.
Playing along with me like a child's favorite toy.
and yet, i can never let you go
darling this sorrow will never leave.
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When does love turn to hate?
when does love hurt the most?
My love for you has turned to hate
i dont understand why you couldnt give me a chance
ive never hurt this much for any one but you
i think about all the times
where it seemed you liked me
but i guess to you im anly a joke, a toy,
where you can tease and laugh at
knowing that i'll still love you
everytime i think about you it hurts
playing with my head the whole entire time
everyone asks me why i still like you,
but its too hard to explain
they know how much this is hurting
both physically and mentally
but all i can think of is
how you made me feel good about myself
but now i feel like a joke to everyone
here only for laughs
i wished this all remained a secret
maybe id feel the sameway when i first began to like you
i feel used and unwanted
you sometimes make me feel like this
only to get someone
who doesnt care about you the same way i do
you ignore my feelings for you
and find someone else
this hurts so much
i dont know what to do
i cant take this pain any more
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