yeah today at lunch was probably one of the worst lunches yet...idk if maybe it was cuz i missed my medicine but i felt like shit...all i heard was who was fucking who, who hooked up with who and what parties people went to...it just made me feel more of a loser than i already am....ugh...im not sure if i should sit with them... i would tell people how im feeling right now...but they dont understand what its like for me...ive always been a loser...never really invited to anything...theyll be like no ur not a loser...and stuff like that just to make me feel better...i dont think ive ever felt this alone b4