yeah today was our sophomore whale watch...it was sooo fucking boring...we barely saw any whales...people seemed to get excited just by seeing the mist from the whales blow holes... went to the doctors today...had a new doctor...she was like a fucking hippie...so laid back and stuff i hated it...yeah she found my cuts...ugh! i was hoping to keep them a secret but no she had to aske about them...it was embarassing kinda and made me feel ashamed...then as the rest of the appointment went on she kept asking me if i have a boyfriend...and if i wanted one...and if i have ever done anything with any guy...do i look like im the type to ever have a boyfriend?? i feel like those girls on that cruel tv show Swan before they were turned all pretty and stuff...ugh!! im getting depressed once again knowing im going to be alone...