valentines day= believed to be made to make people who dont have any one feel lonely and become depressed to a point of suicide. well thats my definiton of it. February is one of the worst months of the year for me... all cuz of v-day. a holiday to screw people over. the last two years of school they had been selling god damn carnations...and out of the 2 years i recieved nuthing but the left overs... and now suddenly people bought me sum... why? thats the one question i want to no..sum times i wonder if its becuz of my depression, that they feel bad...well i dont want that.. this makes me think that maybe i am gonna end up being all alone for the rest of my life... i might as well get used to it now... ive never actually felt this unloved ever b4...stupid february u no what? just screw everyone! ugh!!