I think Im doing alright now. Maybe? Im not puking up my guts anymore, Or rolling around in bed feeling nothing but pain all over my bod. The flu is pretty gross, if you ask me. Maris coming over tonight. Im happy. Sometimes, when I think about it, It seems kind of like a circle. He goes around, and around, and around. And eventually, I feel, Its going to come right back to me. And he'll try again. Try to make it work. Try to start something up. And then things will happen all over again. And then, he'll go round, and round, and round. I cant handle that. I have motion sickness.