Im really proud of myself.

At the beginning of this new year, I set a goal for myself. My New Years Resolution was to be a better person. Not for you. Not for him. Not for her. But for myself. For all the things I hated, or didnt need, or just wanted to change.

I cleaned up my act, got into school, buckles down on my work, and mended old ties. Every beef I had in 2009 is officially resolved. Ex boyfriends, ex girlfriends, ex everything. I am reunited with their friendship once again. Dare I say his name, even Josh and I are friends, and that took me a lot of courage and effort to push for. I am so happy with the way things are going. Financially, Im stressed, but its okay, because in the end Im surrounded by millions of friends, family, and a loving boyfriend that make me forget about all my negativity.

There are only a select two people that I didnt "make amends with" but in my personal opinion, the balls been out of my court for quite some time. In the past, we had tried, and worked but theres always something new lurking under the "friendly" surface. Like gossiping, and being fake. Which, irionically, I was the one called fake when people were pretending to be my friend and then shit talking me at family events. Either way, whatever. Bridges have been burned, and Im not complainging if theyre the only two not on good terms with me. Because I am more then happy to have them out of my life, because I havent seen drama since then.

Hello to sanity, FINALLY!

I love you dad!