its ok to be scared sometimes, right? Right? Because I am. I feel so free. So, light and refreshed. And somehow, its as if i feel stretched thin. Too many people to please. Too many segregated groups to attend to and entertain.. Ive never replaced, or given up on anyone. I wish I didnt make people feel this way. I wish I didnt hate myself so much. I just want to be perfect for you. I wish I didnt get so upset at myself sometimes. Im sorry baby.