Im sitting in the school cafeteria right now. There are millions of kids running around, and even though i know its not true, i feel like the only new person here. Class wasnt as scary as i thought it would be. i sat, and i listened, and then i left. I know things will progress, and get harder, but right now im just taking it one day at a time. Thats all i really can do.

This enviroment is so new to me, but it never becomes any less exciting. I just wish this tickle in my throat would go away because its making me cough like crazy, and i hate that. Theres something about coughing loudly in a quiet class thats embarrassing to me? I cant explain my weird train of thought.

School is just one more thing i can check off my "accomplished list. I fought, I worked, and here I am. Nowhere near completion, but, hey, I just started. And thats fine by me. Now all i need is my own insurance, and an apartment with my lovey, and im set. im feeling pretty independent at this point. More so then i was a few months ago.

I think, sometimes, Im too hard on myself though, and I dont give myself enough credit. I have been taking care of myself for two years. Payments, choices, and all. Im happy that with Chris, I know, for the rest of my days, I wont ever have to be fully alone.

Im lovin school. Lovin life. And remaining constantly, and fully in love with Chris.

Things are good.