I hope you read this one. I hope you realize that SORRY cant cover every action you make. Or every word you speak. Sometimes, sorry falls flat, because after awhile, after you say it a million times...you need to show me something more. Actions. You hurt me tonight. And you know this. And you watched me cry. But I wish you knew how much you've been hurting me lately. Your jokes, arent JOKES, theyre mean phrases, names, and sentences said to me, and then swept under the rug by calling them a "joke." Im not laughing. Infact, all week, Ive been crying. You promised tonight, that you meant it, that youd stop. Sometimes i wonder if that means that every other time you said it...you didnt mean it at all. I hope you will try. Im so tired of the same mountains we seem to go around. You do so wonderful and I really try to lift you up, and then you just stop altogether and become worse than before. Im trying so hard to stay strong. Please, help me. I know you're tired. but thats no excuse. I love you. I really do. And weve been together this long for a reason, because we love eachother. So please show me thats how you feel. Im so sad right now. Thank you for saying youll try. it means a lot. I love you.