I don't know what to do. I just found out that my brother smoked pot while we were at the beach with some other kids his age. He's 14. I'm not trying to act like it's the end of the world, not like it's unusual or anything. But my brother already has absolutely no drive to succeed or, so it isn't exactly the same for him that it is with other kids. And it disturbs me that he never told me, I found out another way. But I don't exactly expect him to trust me. He probably thinks I'll narc him out or something. I couldnt put this on myspace, as he has one of his own and he never looks on here. In fact I dont think he knows this exists...heh heh. Good. But it worries me. He seems like the person that would like get addicted or something and it would severely fuck him up (as it has dont to so many other people that I know and am related to) so that the rest of his life would be affected. My parents don't know what to do, and I feel like this event marked the beginning of things getting a lot worse for our "family" life. Although my parents are divorced already...O well. Maybe this will be resolved. I can only hope so. Another thing that happened (same night. great day huh?) was this dude that lives in the area that my brother smoked pot in (I know...I'll drop it. It just bothers me...I've never smoked pot or anything in my life as I have seen what it does to people) Anyway...the dude lives in Ventura and is a major pothead and he's a total son of a bitch. Like I met him and a few minutes later I wanted to get away from him...I just didn't like him. He was creepin me out. But he and his brother know my mom and talk to her sometimes. And this guy was telling my mom that he liked me and that he made out with me or something...I was not happy. I still am not happy. Another thing he was doing is trying to tell my mom that she couldn't trust me. That I would go out and do drugs and smoke pot like any other person my age practically. Obviously he doesn't know me that well. I mean, I'm not like straightedge or anything, I just happen to be related to a severely fucked up family, mostly because of drugs and such. So I learn from their mistakes. But o well I just needed an outlet for this. To get it out. And I have almost no one to talk to (don't worry Jordan. I didn't mean you.) So there ya go. God...that sounded really um...negative? sorry guys