Listening to: Lacuna Coil - Stars (I really like that song...)
Feeling: sane
I'm at my dad's now. He wanted to chill with us a little since he never gets to see us and I think he's taking us out for dinner or something so I'm all for that...
So yeah. Cool.
Today at school I was in a pretty good mood in the beginning, but then at lunch for some reason I switched moods with Jordan and got all unhappy and depressed out of nowhere and she said she felt better. I think she gave me her bad mood. Oh well...I didn't mean to act that way today. I just couldn't really help it. It sucks when that happens. When I don't want to be around anyone...but I can't possibly get away because I have another 2 hours of school left to go...it sucked.
I probably seemed like I was ignoring certain people, but I was just kinda zoning and it wasn't personal or anything. I was just...weird.
But that has happened to me when I have been out somewhere with my friends and stuff and I have been looking forward to getting out and then all of the sudden...it hits me. And the only thing I want to do is get away from everybody. And be alone.
I think the thing that triggered it was the fact that Kenny commented about my hair. It doesn't take much sometimes...mostly when it's about my physical appearance. I was already feeling like I looked like shit from the weather messing up my hair and I happen to be breaking out this week for some reason...so it didn't help. And it triggered it and yeah. The rest of the day so far has been pretty much like that. I went home and straightened the hell out of my hair though. That helped a little...
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