Well Mommy came home and took the computer away again...typical little game that we play. Then she took off to go to Santa Barbara with her boyfriend and left me here. Then after she had already left she called me and told me she wanted me to draw something for my grandmother, whose birthday was actually today, but we're going out to dinner with on Tuesday. So she wants me to draw something so that we can give it to her framed on Tuesday. Aaaah I had no idea what to draw.....and my stupid mother took the computer, where I have most of my ideas and images and shit. And I was on a time limit. Laaaaame. So today I finally got the idea to search through the huge picture bin thingy that my mom has in her closet to find a picture of my grandmother or something.....and I found some of the ones we had perfessionally taken a few years ago. God I look gross....but I'm not doing one with me in it. Just one of my mom and my grandmother. The only thing is that it's hard to draw people that you know because like....you want it to look exactly like them. And the longer you look at the picture you're drawing the more it looks like nobody. So yeah....difficult. Especially when it has to be done by like tomorrow. I started drawing my grandmother and the hair looks awesome but her eyes were messed up a little so I erased the iris...es....and now they're just white? It looks sooooo creepy....but yeah. Anyway. Drawing still. Stress. So my mom said I couldn't have the computer back until I got a job. So I went out and applied to like 7 different places. I applied to: * Aaron Bros. (first choice) * Michael's (they said they needed 18+ people right now but to come back in Dec.) * Cost Plus * Pier 1 * Urban Home * Supercuts (receptionist - I love being around shampoo. Yeah I'm weird.) * Celebrity Beauty Supply ...and I forget if I applied at any other places...but yeah you get the idea. So all I can do is wait. But she still won't let me use the computer. The only way I'm using it right now is because my dad found it in an old camping backpack and was like...weren't you looking for this...? Ha. So now I use. And I'll put it back later. I hate having to sneak around my mom....it's not right. I shouldn't have to do it so often. I wish she would just chill out. Hmm..what else...what else.......... I'm gonna get a car pretty soon. I'm also gonna get my license...ha. Yeah that would be important. But that would be so cool...to finally have a car and she won't be able to CONTROL ME like she does....I can just leave. And like...never be home. I swear to you I'll like live in my car if I can get a mirror to fit in there lol. Yeah I'm insane....actually it won't matter if I do go home because my mom won't be there, anyway. So scratch that..... Ugh my brother demolished our house. And ate all the food. My dad left my brother here with me on Friday so he could go down to the Tailgate (bar) and then he went to Glendale to eat with like his girlfriend or something...I dunno. Then on Saturday he went to a Mexican wedding in downtown LA and didn't come back until this morning. So Steve had a lot of time to screw up the house. Which he did. And my dad always comes to get him without having him clean his mess. So I have to either leave it and deal with my mom when she comes home or spend hours cleaning it. Which I suppose I'll have to do now since my mom is supposedly coming home tomorrow. Shiiiiit shit shit shit... Hmm I want chocolate milk.....