I hate Bowman. Hate. I hate my life at the moment. I thought things couldn't get much worse. But...they did. Of course. Murphy's Law, you know... I already disliked school and my life sucked, but I thought, "well at least I have my boyfriend and my friends and my art class..." Well guess what. Gone. I go to fucking Bowman. And I don't know anyone. Nobody. None of my friends really fucked up enough to go there. Just me. As usual. And I have an art class there, but it isn't NEARLY as good as the one at Saugus was. I mean...it's Bowman... And here there are fucking gangs everywhere. Constantly fighting with one another. It's really annoying...and the way it's set up is almost like a fucking prison. Where the mexicans are all together, the black kids together, the metalheads together, and if you're alone people like to fuck with you. Ha. And I'm alone. Great. And my friends seem to be forgetting about me somewhat? I mean I had my last day of school, right? I was planning on doing something with Jordan. But last second that asshole Brett called her and *poof* shot to hell. Doesn't take much, does it...? I guess I can see where Jordan is coming from since she seems to think she's having issues with Brett, but really... Also. My boyfriend has seemed to also forget that I exist. Every time I get online I have to message HIM. Every fucking time. And it's not like he calls me or anything...not that I call him. What would I call him about...oh hi. I'm your fucked up girlfriend that goes to Bowman. There's nothing to fucking do in the scv so yeah...I'm gonna hang up now. Bye. Yeah that's probably how it would go.... And he's hardly ever online when I am anyway. Ugh... I'm just going to stop messaging him. See how HE likes being ignored. And it's not like HE's the one that's in a new place by himself with almost no hope for the fucking future...I swear to god... I'm just tired. Of everything. There is now NO point to anything. Really there isn't. Things had just better get better soon. Or I don't know what I'll do.