Hmm not a good day so far.....but at least I got to use the computer for once. I'm waiting in Ron's office over by the Lyons Ave. location of Kumon. Joseph told me to be here at 2:30 but apparently he isn't here yet...making it rather difficult to like...work? But I have to tell him that I can't work here today because I won't have enough time for art working 4 days a week. Lame, I know but.....that's how it is. Hmm maybe that's Joseph now....perhaps. I shall go check. Soon. I hate his mother. She always has a problem with what I'm doing when she's around me. And like...I'm doing everything the way I should be doing it....and nobody ever tells me that I'm wrong. Just her. And I'm not? Oh well. Bitch. Ugh I've been in a really bad mood today. I'm probably not very pleasant to be around. Ha in fact I'm sure I'm not. Whatever. I feel like I'm still stuck on Theron.....like it's been that way for weeks. Like I made a huge mistake in giving him up. It's really screwing with my head. Making me really unhappy. But obviously I can't fix things because he's with Nikki now...ugh. The stupidass sophomore girl. He doesn't even know her last name. And she's weird-looking. Ha wow I sound really nice.....but yeah. I'm really unhappy without him. And now I'm being excluded from all the things I would usually do with my friends. I never see them anymore. Only Jordan. And like...I dunno. I feel empty. Like everything was taken from me at once. Ack I have to go to work...I'm sure somebody's there by now. End.