So I had all day O.R. today. I can’t explain in words just how…dull it was. It was horrible! I mean, I thought it was bad BEFORE. Ha. at least before you were allowed to take work out and stuff…or write notes. You were allowed to do stuff I mean. Now you have to just sit there. And stare straight ahead of you. For 6 hours straight. It was horrible. I hate being away from my friends for that long. It’s like…torture. That should be considered cruel and unusual punishment. And we can’t even go anywhere without being escorted. Because I guess they’re afraid we’ll make a break for it? But toward the beginning of the day this girl came in and asked if she could take a picture of us for some thing for SNN on “troubled kids.” Nice. So now I’m in this picture thing for troubled kids. Or at least part of my leg is…I tried to hide. Heh. But oh my god…I am so exhausted. I dunno why…when you sit for an extremely long time it makes you tired for some reason. I swear if I had to sit there for another hour…I most likely would have gone mad. Like convulsions and things…all that sheet. Misery. And I couldn’t even go see my friends at lunch. I had to go into the office and sit there again. The people that make up there stupid ass rules and guidelines for all day O.R. obviously have never had to do something like that themselves. If they did, they wouldn’t make us do that shit unless they were horribly sick in the head. Which they probably are. Ha. I’m gonna cry I’ve had such a bad day…and on top of yesterday’s bad day too. Blech. At least I saw Theron this morning. I had just gotten to the office to sign in for all day and he came in to do something and I saw him and waved. I didn’t get to see Karlyna or Jordan until lunch tho. They came into the office and said hi. But I was like…surrounded by office women. So I couldn’t do much but wave. Again. It was sad…I felt cut off. Which I was? But then we went back up to the O.R. room just in time to see Klipfel (?) and dumbass Mrs. Botton (once again…?). I HATE them both. I guess my brother has earned a reputation in that period because he got kicked out of his P.E. class for not dressing every day or some shit. So now he’s basically a joke in 6th period O.R. Botton and Klipfel have soooo much fun messing with him in that class. And today they recognized me as his sister and started in on me, but I got really mad. I was already in a really bad mood from having to sit for the first 4 hours in silence…this did not make things better. So I just glared at them when they mentioned that I was a Simms blah blah blah…then Klipfel left to go do something and fucking Botton started in on me. She obviously knew I hated her already. She wanted to know why we were in all day O.R. But not from my brother. No. She wanted to hear from ME. Specifically. So I told her that we were late. And she asked what we were gonna do to make it so we weren’t late anymore. I said we would wake up earlier. Duh. She was being totally sarcastic with me and shit and it was bugging she crap outta me. Then I guess my brother said something about teachers being dumb for wanting to teach high school when they could be out making more money with another job or whatever…and she like freaked out. She asked me what I thought about it. I told her that if you like teaching, fine. Do it. Then some other stuff happened that I don’t remember…but she eventually got around to telling everyone in the class that I hated her. Oooh first she said “You know what? It’s too bad that you hate me so much because I reeeeeally like you…” she was obviously lying…her voice was dripping with sarcasm. I was silent when she said that. But later when she was talking about how much I hate her, I was like “well obviously I’m gonna hate you. You’ve only been a bitch to me since I walked into this room. And me in particular…because I’m related to him *points to brother* “ But I swear to god I hate that woman…it’s difficult to describe the whole situation in words…it was just not good. We do not like each other. But yeah…today has been an extremely boring day. And then I got into the car after school and my mom told me that Gapper called about my presentation, which was due last week. I had a feeling she would. So I’m not allowed to be on aim. Which really sucks because that’s like…my communication. I love aim. Especially after a day like today…I desperately need it. To bitch to my friends about my horrible week. And stuff. Oh yea. Steve and my dad are going to Mexico today. I didn’t wanna go with a bunch of guys…for obvious reasons. My brother’s friend is going with them too. Tony. His name is Tony. Whenever I say “the bug-eyed kid” my brother gets mad. But it’s hard because I know another Tony as well…So yeah. His name is Tony. Ha. We were talking about what would happen if he got kidnapped by a bunch of Mexicans. That would be cool. He would die because nobody would pay the ransom. Oh well…poor a-bomb. Yet another long entry. My mom wants me to go to this stupidass elementary school thing where kids are like…reading stories or some shit? She knows I despise most children…and to be around a huge group of them would be…ghastly. Horrific. For both the children and for me. I don’t like them, they don’t like me. Actually kids have always followed me around for some strange reason. I thought I would repel them but I guess not? And preppy people like Emily. Lol. Totally doesn’t fit. Preppy girls and children…oh well. So yeah uh…totally not going. Jordan, we desperately need to go to Ventura. We deserve to go. Really we do…after everything that has been happening lately. And my mom flaking last weekend. We must go. Well Ron is going so I’m sure we can go. And Steve won’t be there! Wooooo! But ooooh if we see Charlie…..oh what I am going to do to heem. (Yeah I know…random. But I just remembered what he did) And tomorrow we have the Every 15 Minutes thingy. That should be interesting considering we’re juniors now. We get to see everything…up close. Omg there will be sooo many girls crying…you have no idea. It’s gonna be sic. I’m gonna be laughing, I can tell you that…seeing all those popular people die? It will be magnificent. My dream put into action. The only time I have school spirit. When they are killing mine enemies. Mwahaha.