Interesting day so far. My parents got into a huge fight. And the cops showed up... I wish they would just get divorced and leave eachother alone....this is getting old. I'll update this entry later when I know exactly what happened. I'm not at school today. Still sick. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Okay...seems like I have nothing better to do than to update it now... So. This morning I woke up and I still felt like shit. As I have since Wednesday morning. So I didn't go to school. My father, however, thought that my mom and I would be gone around 11:30 because she would normally be taking me to school. But today she wasn't. A few months ago he lent our tractor thing to his father who lives in Visalia. But now we need it back since it's been raining and like everything is growing like mad...and by law we have to have the area by our house cleared because it's like a fire hazard or something...but we haven't been able to clear it since my dad gave the tractor to my grandfather. So my mom has been trying to get it back for some time now. Today my grandfather and my father and my brother showed up randomly to pick up these attachments that go to the tractor. But my mom wasn't about to allow them to take even more of what we need...so she and my father got into this HUGE fight about the attachments. My mom wouldn't let them take them and my dad got right in her face and was yelling FUCK YOU, YOU FILTHY CUNT etc. All of this right in front of my younger brother, mind you... So he was centimeters away from my mom's face screaming profanities, etc. and my grandfather started in on her, too. I think they would have seriously hurt her if she hadn't called the cops. The worst thing is that my brother backed them up. He didn't care that what they were doing was wrong and didn't even attempt to help my mom. And I'm sure that if they had hurt her he wouldn't have done anything. The whole thing was just sick... Then my dad started saying how my brother hates my mom because she's a bitch and a whore and a cunt, etc. And how he's sorry his son had to find out how much of a bitch his mother is. Then they left because I think they were freaked out of the police showing up. They left a few minutes before they came. Without the attachments. So we still have them... The whole thing was just waaaay too stressful. I don't know why they can't just divorce and be done with it. It's been two years since my father moved out and they filed the papers for the divorce. I just want it to be over... But now we think that my dad is going to try his hardest to get everything taken away from us. If he stops making payments, they could claim our property and we would have nothing. Which I think he wants to happen. He's a sick, twisted bastard. And if he does that to us I won't speak to him again...we've been through enough. I dunno...I'm tired. And I'm sick on top of all of this. Ugh.