I don't know why, but on days like this I get really depressed...probably because my mom gets all depressed and sets the mood for the rest of our family, which is usually the case. But she gets depressed and it spreads around like a disease of sorts. Except my brother doesn't pick up on it...I suspect that he feeds off of human depression. Little scourge...I wouldn't be surprised. So of course he's oblivious to all the sadness about our home and my mom is in bed and I'm on the computer, trying to take my mind off the bad feelings around here...I don't know if it's working. Not really. But soon I get to get out of the house. If nothing goes wrong, that is... Ron said he wanted to take us somewhere today. I asked Jordan on like...Sunday or Monday or something if she wanted to do something on Friday. Namely go to Guitar Center and Amoeba, which are both on Sunset in Hollywood. My dad wouldn't be able to take us though because he's going camping at the beach with his girlfriend...thing. So no dad. And I didn't want to ask my mom to take us because I had a feeling she would flake out, which she is notorious for. And that's embarrassing. But then Ron called and asked if we wanted to do something on Friday (today) after he got out of work. So I was like yes! We can go to Guitar Center and Amoeba and stuff...way cool. But Jordan still hadn't answered me about it and Steve would have to go with us because he couldn't stay with my dad....but Theron wanted to go. So he's going with us. I also wanted to maybe do something small after school today while we waited for Ron to get off work. Like the mall or something even. But I asked Jordan and she said that she couldn't ask her mom because she was on her lunch break, which made no sense to me but oh well...so she wouldn't know until after school. Hmm... So I called her after school and she said that she had to clean the house or some shit so she wouldn't be able to do anything...not that I didn't expect that? So I just came home. At least I'll have time to change into something warmer and straighten my hair before we go tonight. I look like shit...only worse. 4:11 My GOD it's depressing here. I even look outside and I can't really see anything from the fog...which is usually pretty cool but considering the mood...blah. My idiot brother also let two of our dogs out of the yard last night. He didn't even really attempt to get them back. Obviously. They didn't come back and I'm really worried about them...they weren't wearing their collars because one of them likes to chew on them until they break off and yeah...we replaced them a few times then gave up. But no collars or tags and we don't know where they are. I hate the feeling you get when you don't know where your pets are...it sucks. I just hope they come back? My mom said that Ron just got off work so we can leave soon. Yay...I need to get out of this house... Aah my stupid cell phone didn't save Theron's number in it. Just his name? Lameness...and I think my mom accidentally erased my old phonebook in my other cell phone. It's really cold in here. I've been freezing all day. I got to act in History though. It was funny. Marina brought ties and white shirts so we could dress up as businessmen. I didn't button my shirt and it looked really funny. And my tie was ugly too...but of course we put on a brilliant performance. There were other skits that were hilarious too. Ours wasn't that hilarious but like two others made my teacher cry they were so funny... It was greatness. Um....I gotta go straighten my hair now. Fun fun fun... I hate the rain.