I'm soooo not looking forward to school.....at all..... I'm going in to talk to Fricke around 10 tomorrow I'm guessing. So hopefully that will go well. If not well....I'll kill the bastard. Or at least deprive him of Bruce and his pills. Yeah. So I took my senior pictures today. That was interesting. Yes, Jordan, I got the dude you were talking about. He was cool. He said a line from Empire Records and I was like AAAAH I LOVE THAT MOVIE!!! And he asked me if I had an older sister. It was funny. But yeah he was cool. But he told me to smile in most of them and I felt like a complete idiot because like....I can't smile on command? It's hard to look...genuine....that way. So who knows how those pictures will turn out. I'm frightened. But I saw soooo many people there today. It was crazy. I saw one of my old really good friends Jamie. I haven't seen her since I went to La Mesa. It was funny....but I gave her my number so hopefully we can hang out. And then the girl that helped me get into my robe thing went to my elementary school for 6th grade and recognized me...and then I saw this dude Eric that I knew in elementary school....it was weird. I seem to have these days where I see basically everyone from my past all at once and then the rest of the time I like...don't see anybody that I know in public. They're all condensed into one day. Cool tho. So yeah that was my picture-taking experience. And then I had my date with Dave last night. He's a nice guy...not exactly what I pictured but nice. C said that he was really talkative and funny and stuff so I was like oh good this won't be awkward, then. He'll know what he's doing. Wrong. I seem to make guys nervous lol. Or at least he seemed nervous around me. I did most of the talking. I probably seemed like an irritating bitch that talked way too much but oh well. I wasn't about to sit there in silence with him. I'm not very attracted to him in person. I think he cut his hair since he took his Myspace pictures or something. But like....not really my type. Almost everything else about him is really cool, tho. Like he's been to Italy 4 times and went skydiving there....and he's been to almost every country in Eastern Europe and Australia....he's just an interesting, cultured guy. And it sucks that I'm not attracted to him physically. He's reeeeally tall, too. But like....he's too skinny for me. He's one of those guys that is tall and skinny. But not the nice skinny so much as like the too skinny type. But that's just what I thought. But anyway we went to see The Descent at the Canyon Country theater at 7:40 p.m. That movie.....oh my god. I will NEVER go into a cave ever again. As long as I live. It's so very very disturbing. I dunno...you'd have to see it. But it seemed like he got more confident when we were in the dark in the theater. We sat toward the back of the theater and when I sat down he put the little drink thingy up so we didn't have anything between us. Okaaay.....so I put my purse on my lap. Ha. Take that. So then he re-positioned himself so that he could be closer to me. I moved to the left. Ha. Then the movie started and every time there was a particularly disturbing part or a really loud noise he would reposition himself again to be closer to me. It got to the point where I couldn't really concentrate on the movie because he was breathing down my neck. It's like dude....chill. It's the first date for christ's sake. But I got through the movie without having to do anything with him thank god. And then we walked out to his car and we got in and he just sat there for a few seconds like he expected me to like...do something. Umm...no? Then he drove me home. And when we got to my house he said he had something for me and he took a poster from his back seat....Black Sabbath, which is the band that I had playing on my Myspace profile when he looked at my page for the first time. So I thought that was sweet...and he looked at me like he was expecting me to kiss him or something. Poor guy. Nope. I thanked him and told him I would talk to him again soon and goodnight and whatever....and got out. I don't feel obligated to make out with some guy just because he took me to a movie one time. If I don't like him that way then well....he can deal with it. Plus it was the first date and I don't want guys to think I'm cheap. I'd rather just be somebody that is somewhat difficult to get and doesn't take bullshit from teenage guys. He seemed like he wanted to go out with me again, tho. But I dunno..... Next I'm supposed to go out with Mitch. But that will be with other people so it won't be as awkward. Meh we'll see. GODDAMMIT JORDAN YOU'RE NEVER ONLINE WHEN I'M ON AIM ANYMORE IODS NFOAF UAUBISFASN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...bitch.