Stupid Myspace.....it's being a bitch. So I get to waste my time here instead. I had forgotten just how long the movie Titanic is...my cousin Lauryn wanted to watch it earlier so I watched it with her. It is so. fucking. long. But at least it's a great movie...I mean I'd rather watch the entire thing than watch something like....Gosford Park or some other movie that I loathe that is shorter. I really like that movie. It's just that I can only watch it about once a year due to its length. That kind of thing. Anyway yeah we watched it. Or at least I watched the last hour or so of it...she ended up falling asleep. That always seems to happen to me...I end up being the only person awake watching the movie. Ah well... Looking for a new background for the space. I recently stuck a Zeppelin one on my profile because I was in a hurry and my mom has been taking the computer away a lot so I knew it would be a while before I would be able to replace the one I had. But that one has too much white and it's a pain in the ass to read anything on my profile so I'm looking for a new one. The only thing that sucks is that a lot of emo bands have cool backgrounds...but like.....it's emo...........so no. But it's better than like a lot of the black metal band backgrounds where they're just like.....lame-looking. Wow. I'm rambling about myspace backgrounds....sad. Ummm.....I cut my hair....I forgot I hadn't mentioned that in here. It's probably about 8 inches shorter. I didn't really measure how much he cut off. I just know that before it went down to my ass and now it's only a few inches past my shoulders. It doesn't look bad...the guy that cut it (yes I managed to find a guy to cut my hair yay) has been judging hair shows for like 35 years or something...I forget the exact number...but he's totally pro. And he's really cool. And he's not gay. That's weird....I didn't know there was such a thing as a straight mail hair-cutter. Not one as good as he is, at least. But yeah I'm gonna go to him from now on. I asked him how I should get my hair back to brown if I ever wanted to, but he said that I should definitely keep my hair black for now because he thought it looked really good that way. And I like it so yeah...I'll keep it black for a while longer. It's so much easier to straighten, too. Awesome. I'm not spending like an hour straightening it anymore lol. That's especially good now that it's hot and using a straightener is a miserable experience. I was supposed to go to Rocky tonight, but I have Lauryn here with me so I have to watch her. My mom took off with Ron and Steve to Santa Barbara to stay with some of Ron's friends for the weekend and my dad went to my grandparents' house in Visalia and my uncle (Lauryn's dad) is at some lake with his friends, so she's stuck with me. Not that I mind...she's not bad as far as kids go. She's only 9 or 10...I always forget how old she is. Ha. But anyway - people wanted me to go to Rocky tonight. And I said I had Lauryn here with me and I couldn't. So they wanted me to bring her with me to go. Ummmmmmmm.........I don't think I should be keeping my 9-year-old cousin out past midnight in Hollywood with transvestites. Probably not the best idea. So I managed to convince them of that. Oh and my mom is insane. Lauryn, Steve and I were stuck here at the house for about two days with absolutely no water or anything to drink. It was horrible. So I asked her to go to the store (she was at Ron's, of course) and she told me that if the house wasn't perfectly clean, we couldn't have any water. What...the fuck........ Does anybody know any other parents that bribe their children with water?? During the summer?? When it's almost 100 degrees inside the house?? So yeah we cleaned and finally around 10:30 at night she showed up with some water and things so we managed to survive. It's not like we could even drink tap water...our water that we have at our house from our well is really bad and it's not good to drink it. But seriously....that's fucked up. Our family is really screwed mentally. I just hope that I escape from being as fucking nuts as they seem to be. I mean my GOD. Anyway. It's Sunday. And I can't think of anything else to write at the moment. Although this was probably too long as is. So....the end. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- oh wait. EXCUSE ME Jordan here has just pointed out to me that I used an incorrect term in this entry. Replace the term hair-cutter with hair stylist. So sorry for the inconvenience. I hope I haven't offended anyone else. Pardon me while I go cry for a few hours... That is all.