Today we were supposed to go to that Renaissance Fair thing....but we couldn't get a ride so bleh. We didn't go. Which sucks because it would have been cool and something to do. But instead we're all bored out of our minds.......and we have school tomorrow. And even then after we found out we couldn't go to the fair my mom said that she could take me and Jordan to Ventura today. But she told me like 20 minutes before she was going to leave. And I had just gotten out of the shower. And Jordan wasn't allowed to go since she had to like clean something or something like that.....lame. I mean we never go anywhere anymore. Especially not to Ventura. I haven't been there in a long time. And the last time we went we couldn't do what we wanted to because my mom screwed that up, as well. Sigh...........so now my mom is in Ventura with her boyfriend and I'm bored. Yesterday we got to see Deirdre, my cousin from New York. She flew out here for business. She's like in politics or something....meh. I dunno. But she was staying in Beverly Hills so we all went to The Grove to dinner and walked around and stuff. It was cool. But earlier that day I had to go to my grandmother's house to help her clean. Bleh. I didn't know she could fit THAT much shit into one closet. That woman is.....talented. But at dinner in Beverly Hills I like.....screwed up? Luckily my family is used to me being retarded so they weren't all too shocked. The waiter came to ask what we wanted to drink and I was like SHIT......I mean....umm...............Sprite? The waiter was like trying not to laugh...and my grandmother started laughing really hard. I thought I was going to be killed, but yeah. Obviously they're used to it. It was slightly embarrassing, but amusing. So now I haven't seen Theron in a week. We were supposed to do something today even though the Renaissance Fair was called off, but yeah. My mom took off and said I had to stay here. Typical....oh well. I can't wait until I can drive... And I was talking to Caesre about stuff I was going through with Theron on Myspace the other day and I mentioned that Jordan thought that I should break up with Theron. But Caesre knew what I was talking about so I didn't think I needed to like...elaborate on Jordan's feelings on the subject? Since Jordan and Danielle had been talking apparently and both of them thought that our relationship was basically nonexistent and that I should just end it...... But I brought up the fact that I really really didn't want to because I liked him so much and I guess he read the whole conversation. So Jordan was mad because I said that she thought I should ditch him and yeah...I deleted that comment but obviously not soon enough. Oh well...I'm not sure how much it matters. They already aren't the best of friends. Ha. But I'll try to make things better...as much as I can at least...... Umm...what else.... Steve's birthday is next week. I have no idea what we're going to do. He didn't even come stay here with me and my mom this weekend, even though it's my mom's weekend to have him. He didn't call or anything.....so obviously he's still mad at her. Not like she would have been here, anyway. She took off, remember? I don't blame him for not wanting to come here. School tomorrow. Bleh. No. Oh I'm watching Austin Powers - Goldmember. I'm pretty sure I'm the only person in my generation to not have seen any Austin Powers movies. Yeah. I'm lame. BUT....I'm catching up. lol.