Quietus

qui·e·tus (kwy-uh-tus) n. that which silences claims; Release from life; death. A final discharge, as of a duty or debt. I am doing okay. I did not go to her funeral. I want to remember her as a smiling person...and she knew I didn't cry much. So it would have made her sad. Sometimes I really hate people. I have a modeling audition tomorrow at four thirty and I don't care. I am so...blank. Just waiting for something to come along and give me a reason to...to do something. I hate how you think you're better than me and that only your opinion matters.
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Don't wish that. There's nothing I have that you don't.

And you shouldn't wait for something to give you a reason to do something...'cos you will be waiting a long time. Believe me. You have to be the something that gives you a reason.
Don't worry...your impetus will come. Sometimes it's intrinsic, sometimes extrinsic, but it will come. :)

Take care of yourself. :)