I feel squirrely and empty, and if you asked me why, I wouldn't be able to tell you. So this is love. Painful realization that all is gone wrong and nobody cares at all... And nothing makes it any better, nothing makes it any better. And the walls are dented from your fists in the hall where you had your first kiss it reminds you that the memories will fade. I can't believe this. This is un-fucking-believable. This is incredible starving insatiable yes this is love for the first time Crap like this doesn't happen to me. I hate him for exploiting the only part of me I'll ever allow exploited! And you know what, that's going to stop now too. Well you'd like to think that you were invincible yeah well weren't we all once? before we felt lost for the first time? This is the last time.