I really don't want to go to bed. I've been having dreams and i don't like them. It keeps comming back. 2 out of the 3 nights that i slept last week i had nightmares and last night i had it again. i keep thinking that i'm just freaking out because i really am scared of what might happen. And i keep hoping that these dreams are like the ones last year before i started to learn how to drive, where things would happen to the driver and i had to take over and the vechile would crash into a ditch, or i would have a head-on collision. The worst part to me about those dreams was that they were spaced out over the summer and they were few...yet despite the dreams i was a good driver until i crashed my beloved Gonzo into a telephone/power pole... Now i really don't want to go to bed. Maybe i'll stay up all night tonight. if i stay awake tonight then i'll get lots of homework done and i'll be able to sleep tomorrow. but not tonight... not tonight... On a lighter note, Austin and i are back on talking terms. I no longer feel like he is ignoring me. He wants me to talk to him at least two times a week. Maybe if we keep it so that we are actually talking to each other and not over the phone we could be friends. I am so horrible when it comes to phones. You know what i think that if i stay up tonight i will actually be ready for tomorrow. hmm... i should make a check list of things i need to do. YAY! for being productive.